Saturday, December 24, 2011

i remember when we watched the seeds grow.

aku ada seorang kawan yang selalu gembira. kan aku pernah cerita? tapi akhir-akhir ini dia terluka. dilanda duka. rasa sengsara. semua. dalam sekelip mata aku boleh nampak apa yang dia rasa. dia marah, dia ketawa, aku masih boleh rasakan sakitnya. tapi orang lain buta. kenapa? 

seorang lihat dia dan cuma ketawa. seorang lagi lihat dia dengan senyum sinis mengatakan "aku tahu semua. semuanya aku pernah rasa." mungkin, mungkin orang sudah biasa lihat dia gembira dan menggila. "ini sebentar cuma," fikir mereka. semua orang tak mengerti dia seperti mana yang aku cuba. yang ada empati, bukan semua. mungkin juga.

semua orang mengaku putus cinta perkara biasa. semua orang katakan benda yang sama, ianya senang saja. tapi mereka tahu apa? mereka tak pernah mengira andai mereka di tempat dia. tukang ketawa, hingga ke hari ini ada rasa rengsa sebab cinta dia. si tahu semua, hanya reti berkata. andai terkena, harus diam seribu bahasa. maka, abaikan mereka. 

aku mengerti perasaan dia. memang aku pernah lalu perkara yang sama. tapi aku melaluinya seorang saja. yang mampu menemani kau tempuh segala, siapa saja? tapi aku taknak jadi mereka. sampai dia kembali gembira, biar aku berdiri di sisi dia. mungkin aku kekurangan kata, tapi asalkan aku ada. aku harap itu lebih bermakna.

aku ada seorang kawan yang selalu gembira. aku nak dia kembali dia. seperti biasa. selalu ketawa. walaupun mengambil sedikit masa. aku rela. :)


Monday, December 19, 2011

soalan untuk kamu

soalan satu, pentingkah aku?

permintaan dua, tolonglah tinggalkan dia.

kerana tiga, aku tak mampu melihat kamu bersama.

agakan keempat, mungkin juga kau rasakan aku keparat.

puncanya lima, aku pentingkan diri - bagi kau perangai paling hina.

tapi enam, aku tahu kau tak akan faham.

pertanyaan tujuh, mungkinkah kau tahu bila air mataku jatuh?

lapan, sakitnya hati kurasakan.

oleh sembilan, rindu perlu ditahan, tetap harus kusimpan. kamu bukan milik aku, kan?

fikirkan sepuluh, aku menunggumu dari jauh...


this is getting out of hand.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

c.i.n.t.a.

when you hear love songs and feel like crying.

when remembering brings tears to your eyes.

when you don't hesitate to say the word "cinta".

when he's the only one you think of when you wake up.

when you miss him even if he's near.




i never thought. :')

Friday, November 25, 2011

kau dan aku

pertama kali, kau lari-lari kepadaku dari hujung sana. kau cakap, "jom makan sama-sama!" aku yang terpinga-pinga ketika itu mengikut saja, walau di hati terdetik rasa kurang selesa. yalah, kau dan aku sumpah berbeza. sebab kau hebat, aku ini bukan sesiapa.

tapi lama-lama, terbit rasa suka. aku suka tengok kau ketawa. bila kau senyum, orang lain semuanya gembira. macam kau ada aura, boleh buat orang bahagia dan ketawa bersama. dan aku beri kau gula-gula, aku beri kau bunga, aku beri kau segala-gala. aku suka sebab kau tak pernah menolak begitu saja. macam kau tak kisah berkongsi dengan aku yang bukan sesiapa. kau buat aku mula merasa persahabatan itu ada makna.

lama-lama kita jadi sahabat setia, satu hari aku beri kau cenderamata. tapi kau datang semula. membawa cenderamata yang patah dua. kau berkata "maaf, aku tak sengaja." aku iyakan saja. kita masih sahabat setia. sahabat setia boleh tempuh apa saja.

dan kemudian aku berikan kau hati aku. kau datang semula, membawa hatiku yang berderai seribu. "maaf, aku tak sengaja." katamu. aku terkedu. nafas panjang kuhela, aku maafkanmu. sebab hatiku, kau sudah plaster satu-satu. aku hargai itu. antara perbuatan paling baik pernah seseorang lakukan untuk aku.

dan akhirnya, kuserahkan hujung sebuah tali persahabatan. "pegang dan jangan lepaskan," itu yang kukatakan. namun, cuma satu kesilapan. aku katakan yang kau punya kekurangan. terus saja hujung tali itu kau lepaskan terbang ke awangan. dan terus saja aku hilang tujuan. aku dapat kesedaran. aku memang bodoh, tak reti berkawan. bila fikir-fikir balik, aaaaahhh. kisah apa aku kau banyak kekurangan? yang penting, asalkan aku susah, laju saja kau hulurkan tangan. maka kali ini, tibalah aku punya giliran.

kalau ada peluang, hari itu akan kuulang. kesilapanku itu nak saja aku balut kemas-kemas, ke hujung dunia aku buang. dalam hati kau, aku masih mencari ruang. aku nak kau ingat, aku tak pernah menyesal dengan banyak-banyak masa yang telah kita luang. aku juga nak cakap bahawa kau dah jadi antara sahabat yang paling aku sayang.



i still have faith in you even if the whole world does not anymore. 
because hey, friendship forever, right?

Monday, November 21, 2011

right and wrong

is it wrong if i speak up?
if i do, i might hurt people.
if i don't, people say i'm a coward.

is it wrong if i apologize?
if i do, i might be humiliated.
if i don't, then i am heartless.

is it wrong if i care?
if i do, people step on my head.
if i don't, people say i'm cruel.

is it wrong if i am sad?
if i do, people say i'm weak.
if i don't, you still think something's wrong with me.

is it wrong if i crush my own ego?
if i do, people say i'm foolish.
if i don't, people say i'm stuck up.



i used to think i'm a risk taker. spontaneous. 
now, i doubt i'll take risks anymore.
say something hurtful to me, i doubt i'll snap back at you.
be angry with me, and i'll be the one worrying the most about you.

i used to think i don't care if i'm hurt,
as long as my friends are smiling.
perhaps,
it's just me conforming to society.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

words

i wish i could talk with someone. 
just the two of us
 under the night sky.

i wish i could just call someone 
and talk for hours; 
right now.

i wish i could make 
someone i've just met 
to pour his heart out 
to me.

i wish i could be 
the only one 
you'll tell your stories to.


am i being selfish for saying this?

common sense 101

antara situasi yang akan membuat anda dikeji masyarakat setempat:


1) gelojoh. pantang nampak kawan ada makanan, terus mintak sikit. kalau kadang-kadang takpe. ini every time. tak consider kawan tu mungkin tak makan satu hari ke, mungkin dia tak cukup duit dan itu satu-satunya meal dia for the day, mungkin dia memang save makanan tu for last... bila orang offer pulak laju je ambik. bukan awak takde duit nak beli sendiri. tapi nak pau orang punya pasal. yang penting, makanan awak tu memang harapan lah nak bagi orang. common sense babe, dalam friendship ada give and take. the more you give, the more you'll get. takkan benda simple pun nak kena carut? d'oh.



2) insensitive. contohnya macam nilah. awak pergi makan dengan member. makan nasi lemak sama-sama. member elok-elok tengah makan ni, tetiba awak baling kacang kat dia. without any fucking reason. are you fucking out of your mind? paham tak, itu kurang ajar namanya? baling ais, baling tulang, baling tisu kau buat lap selsema. just... what the F?! next example, main ambik je barang/makanan orang tak mintak izin. next example lagi, bergurau bodoh tak kena tempat. lagi-lagi bila melibatkan benda-benda kotor. out of the blue, kau pergi kentut kat orang tu. hello, kalau orang tu adik-beradik kau lain cerita, babe. -.-"


dalam friendship, aku paling pantang benda-benda kecik macam ni. sebab it's so simple. awak patutnya boleh pikir sendiri kot. cuba, for once, faham orang. cuba, for once, bila awak kena carut, awak reflect diri awak instead of sentap-sentap. sekarang, semua orang still cakap elok-elok dengan awak for the sake nak jaga hati awak kot. so please appreciate them before they fade away from you.



please faham, semua orang sayang kamu.
-END-

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

things i love

i love the rain.
i love rainy nights.
i love watching the moon.
i love watching the moon with someone.
i love being alone.
i love being alone in my room.
i love him.
i love you.
i love the fact you are not aware.
i love that i care.
i love mysteries.
i love simplicity.
i love smiles. 
i love subjectivity.
i love kindness. 
i love sincerity.




i love that simple thing you wrote.
i love how you care.
i love how you argue.
i love the complicated you.












i love how you're being you. 
so please, stay.

Monday, November 7, 2011

jumblove

i wish i could write something deep, something like a story, about you and my surroundings, without anyone else knowing what the hell am i talking about. my mind is full of things - of similes and metaphors and how much i compare you with something else, which is as beautiful as you - but am never able to write everything down. for me, writing my thoughts down is completely an understatement. it's like water, always flowing away whenever i want to carefully caress it, but comes to drown me at night when i'm just about to sleep.

i am not good with words, thus i cannot explain this feeling that came to grow ever since i know you. you were something else, you were special, you were always able to draw smiles on people around you, but the sight of it makes me want to cry. not because of anything, i just thought of how stupid i am, falling for someone so impossible to get. but how blissful i am, knowing you before it's too late. exploring you. i've slowly became good at that.

last two nights, i had predicted something that you would do. surprisingly, it came true. mixed emotions. i was overjoyed that i was finally able to read you, taking one more step to get to know you, and be a part of you. but a little part of me cried. i don't wanna lose you. i don't wanna be attached to you because all the people whom i grew close with, whom i pour my heart with... would always leave me, in the end.

but, oh God, please make this last forever. this feeling, something that i would not call 'love'. 
but more than that.


.............................................................................



"Sudi tak awak jadi putera hati saya?"

"Sudi :) Sudi tak awak jadi princess hidup saya?"

"Tak sudi."

":'("

"Saya taknak jadi princess, saya nak jadi your knight in shining armour, your guardian angel, orang yang awak akan cari when the whole world turns away from you."


Saturday, October 29, 2011

can we just pretend?

Boi said that this place is a corrupted place. indeed it is. can't you see? here, people always talk bad things behind people's back, people are always being hypocrites, people lie to people... it is sickening. it makes me nauseated a bit.

i have always loved people. i love my friends. i love to say nice things, but true, to them. i want to be nice but i don't want to be fake. i want to be able to carve a smile, a sincere one, on my face; and i want to spread the smile to people. maybe that is why, recently, i love to hang out at the TESL Square. maybe that is why i, suddenly, want to join the faculty's events. truly random - something that is not me. but maybe i am wrong. maybe, all this while i only act like a badass, when actually i really want to join them. who knows? i might be wrong about myself this whole time.

back to the word "corrupted". maybe that is the reason why i can never stay here in Shah Alam for more than a month. people get kinda snappy, and there are always people that we need to impress. so sickening, so tiring. i feel like a fish who has choked on some toxic waste. i need to go home, once in a while, to clean myself off these negativities, these wastes.

and i... i kinda feel tired of always listening to people talking bad things about other people. i know, i am not a saint, i am also guilty as charged. but it does not help, right? it is like when you want to change, people around you keep doing the thing you want to change. all that is left with you is your will power, which is never strong enough to stand in the crowd.

i am searching for someone new to talk to. preferably someone who does not know about my problems, someone who does not know how to speak badly about someone, someone who i can sit with and just say trivial nice things about "what a nice day, right?" or just talk about funny little things like "hey, the cat has a mole on its paw!" or something like that. just things that are, you know, not negative. just those little things that can make you smile.

so, to my friends. can we just pretend that we have only known each other? hai, saya Atiqah. orang sini panggil Po. hehe. awak comel lah. :)

Friday, October 28, 2011

si dia demam

*gesel2 kepala kat bahu*

"awak memang manja eh masa demam?"

*angguk, muka sedih*

"dengan mak ayah pun awak manja macam ni?"

*angguk, muka sedih*



_________________________________



sumpah adorable.
i fell in love, again. :')

Sunday, October 23, 2011

life as we know it

ahhhh. it's been quite a while since i've updated my blog, ain't it?
some things happened during last week.
and may i think, it is only the tip of the iceberg?
i get a feeling more events/things are coming up. T_T




1) Mister Spatula Ungu suffered from a disease.

Half of its screen was covered with a white light, I can't see what the hell was I clicking. After restarting it several times, I had to admit that he was sick and I had to send it to the doctor. You know how expensive laptop medicines are, right? So, RM350 flown away, but I don't care. At least Mister Spatula is back to normal. Yeayyyyy *hugs*

can you see the light?



2) Educational trips.

It may sound fancy to ya, but lemme add, they were as tiring as ever. I had these trips every day of the week, kot! Selasa, went to watch zapin performance at UM. They danced so gracefully, I kinda adored them. However, the management sucked ass so much that the experience was quite a bitter one. Next, we went to NSTP at Bangsar to have a little literature discussion with people there. It would have been fun if that room wasn't bergema and if we had read Murakami. And on Thursday, we watched the experimental drama organized by AD. It was superb. More theatres like that should be introduced in Malaysia! :)

scary Bill Curtis.



3) Emotional downfall.

Maybe it's just me having my cute little PMS. I got emotional with many people. *sigh* It's bad, right? That's why I have to go home, relax, and avoid seeing these faces for a while. I can never stand UiTM Shah Alam more than a month. It makes me snappy and fragile and spiteful. T___T
Despite that, I still miss my friends. Even though I've only been away for less than 24 hours. :D


so, how to end this? ahhhh, scratch that.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

eyes

when i first get to know someone, 
the first thing i'd observe would be his/her eyes.
but only on the second or third encounter, 
because on the first i would be so shy to even look at his/her face.
and no matter what colour their eyes are,
black, brown, hazel, blue, or green - 
i've always found their eyes as pretty.

don't you think so?
the lens.
it has a mirror-like layer, but if you look deeper,
you can almost feel like you're diving into a sea of colours.


so don't panic if i stare at your eyes for a little bit too long.
i'm taking a swim. :D



Tuesday, October 11, 2011

secrets #2

i love keeping them to myself.
i feel like people are trying to unravel me and my tangled thoughts.
it feels good. :)

i have no more crush at the moment.
told ya it was just a PMS thingy. -.-"
but earlier this afternoon, i saw him.
and he made that cute face, again - almost melting.
i don't think he has any idea that i kinda like him. :D

i love it when i don't know anything about my crushes.
but i don't have any at the moment.

assignments are piling (is that a secret?).

i am actually suppressing guilt.
i've made mistakes to some people.
i wish i have the courage to say sorry.
i wish i mean it when i say it.

kinda sad but happy.
kinda happy but stressed.
kinda annoyed but worried.
kinda stressed but still smiling.

complicated? that is an understatement.

:)

Saturday, October 8, 2011

span's friendship

1) i totally hate friends-for-benefit. do not think i cannot spot you yang suka kawan dengan seseorang just because orang tu ada kereta. stop messing with my friends.

2) here in Shah Alam, many are oblivious to their friends' feelings. i seriously hope i'm not.

3) most of the time, you have to figure people out just to please them.

4) here, you cannot talk in-depth about something because everyone is busy ogling with their smartphones.







p/s: stop sentap bila your friend tetiba tak rapat dgn you.
jangan fikir yg i dah rampas kawan you.
masa kawan you susah, nak pergi memana kena naik bas/taxi,
sanggup tak you tolong teman?
i sanggup.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

semak

kan dah agak.
mesti ada orang yang membebel,

kenapa awok lepak rumah lelaki?
sampai tengah malam pulak tu!
bla bla bla.

saya takkan kata apa yg saya buat ni betul.
but for me, it's not wrong either.
saya selesa dgn kengkawan saya yg 'itu'.

nak meddle dalam hidup saya? tak kisah.
just please, jangan halang saya buat anything.
saya boleh fikir baik buruk. :)

Thursday, September 29, 2011

secret

why do we keep it?
because it is embarrassing.

so, God, i can only pray one thing.
tutuplah aibku. Amin.

love.
 i still think it's complicated.
i have developed feelings on this one guy.
when i watched him sleep,
there is only one word appearing in my mind.
Bliss.

still self-exploring, though.
but my greatest achievement for now is

i've kept this biggest secret of mine.
no one had any idea about this guy. 




it's like the feeling you get when you look up at the sky
and you see those beautiful stars
and you're enjoying the view. 
Alone. Just you.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

span's life dictionary

annoying (adj.) - people nowadays spell it as annoyink; doing the exact opposite of what you don't want people to do to you.



love (n.) - something so subjective, never sure, very complicated; it can turn 180 degrees without warning.


tension (n.) - something that makes you feel like you cannot update your blog due to too much things going on in your mind, but instead you're updating it three times a day.

Monday, September 26, 2011

raging hormones

recently my mind and my heart scream two different things.


i kept looking at him and my mind keep screaming


fuck. Fuck. FUCK. Look away, you stupid fuck.
Eyes, Y U no listen to orders?!


then i went all depressed and moody.
not because of him,
but because of all these battles i was having inside.


it's fucking stupid and i hate it T____T


i am having a crush on TWO different guys,
but i'll forget about them whenever i don't see them.


and what's even more confusing,
my mind keeps telling my body to stay away from him,
but my heart keeps moving my feet towards his direction.


i feel like screaming for help now.
i must be going crazy because my body won't follow my orders.


and what's more insane?
my crush on Mister Aries is, suddenly, gone.
what. the. fuck? O_O


i'm gonna end this now.
i blame this solely on my PMS. :D

Sunday, September 25, 2011

premenstrual syndrome

maybe that explains my stupid behaviour recently.


i forget, a lot.
i space out,
i do things i shouldn't and vice versa.
i'm depressed when i should be happy,


and i'm having a fuckin' stupid crush on people i shouldn't.


please, God. please.
when my period ends, i hope all these end too.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

what's ironic to you?

once, i had a crush on this boy.
but it was just a small crush, nothing much.
i used to look at him from afar,
for i never had a chance to know him.


suddenly, i dunno.
our destiny lines kinda got tangled,
and he was the first one who approached me.
we became friends.
close friends.
he'd call me sometimes just to confide his secrets with me.
we would never feel awkward to walk together,
just the two of us.


however, my feelings to him has faded.
a long time ago, before we became friends.


if i still have feelings for him,
there is no doubt i'll become the happiest person
in the whole wide world.










what's ironic to you?

mysterious.

recently i got to know this one guy.
he is soooo pendiam and rarely smiles.
somehow, he intrigues me.


so, mission now:
make him smile. :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

nerdy me.

this time.

no more oversleeping.
no more skipping class. 
no more last-minute assignments.
no more solat lambat.

i don't care if i'm becoming a nerd.
this is the 5th semester,
and i wanna excel.
so freakin' bad.


insyaAllah :)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

unrequited love

some people think it's sad
and pathetic;
but for me, it's beautiful.


it's amazing, right?
the things we would do for 
an unrequited love.
but never did
when we already have it.


Thursday, September 1, 2011

prepare for raya!

ingredient rempah rendang:

kunyit.


halia.


cili kering.


lengkuas.

demmit, lengkuas tu sekeras batu uols. esok jela aku sambung kupas T_T



ingredient ketupat:

beras dalam 20 pot.


sarung ketupat dua baldi.


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rendang yang sedang dimasak.


sumbek bereh dalam sarung ketupat sambil tengok maharaja lawak.



Selamat Hari Raya, people. ;)


Sunday, August 28, 2011

a thing about me

saya sangat tidak gemar mencuba sesuatu yang baru.
anything yang baru.

mungkin itu menjelaskan kenapa saya taknak pergi oversea.
culture baru, makanan baru. tidak mahu.

atau kenapa saya tak suka search lagu baru.
kecuali dah terdengar lagu tu kat radio dulu.

atau kenapa hingga kini saya taknak cuba coke susu.
sebab terbayang rasa dia pun terus loya.

atau kenapa hari ini saya tak minum air untuk berbuka tadi.
papa beli air kathira, buat air kiwi, buat air kurma.
semua tu tak pernah rasa (kecuali kathira), dan tak hingin nak rasa.
air kathira tu rasa dia pelik gila, tercemar taste buds aku T_T

sudahnya minum air kosong je hari ni.
biarlah, i rela.
at least air kosong saya dah biasa rasa. 

dan...
mungkin ini juga menjelaskan kenapa saya tak suka pergi tempat asing.
i completely suck at berkenalan dengan kawan baru.
masa masuk maahad, masuk uitm...
urgh.
lagi satu, saya susah gila nak bercakap dgn org yg baru kenal. T_T

tapi yg dah kenal saya bolehlah tahu perangai sebenar saya.
which is gila beyond words.
sekian.


UCAPAN RAYA:


Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri lovelies!
Maaf zahir dan batin.
siapa nak kad raya boleh claim ogeyyy. hihi

makes you wanna fall in love, isn't it?

nobody can make better cheesy but cute love songs other than Sheila On 7.
so nanti tolong download lagu Kita, dan dengar.
it's too sweet! *_*

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

talking to the star.

dear star,

i hope you're still not sleeping, like i do. see, i... i need to talk to someone. i can't talk about this to anybody else. i'm afraid they'd call me pathetic. then, i found you. hear me out, please. 

i... i'm in love with this one guy. but i don't think he feels the same. i don't know what to do. to pray for him to like me too, for me, is a kind of cruelty. like i'm forcing him to have feelings for me, don't you think? and i think if we are meant to be together, he would have feelings for me, without me having to pray and make wishes. but if we don't...

dear star, can i make some wishes? maybe you'll think these are petty wishes, but i... these mean the whole world to me.

i wish he'd click on my profile as much as i did on his.

i wish he'd take a look at his phone, scroll my number, and think of whether he should text me or not.

i wish he'd wonder where i went when i didn't contact him for several days.

i wish he'd ask where i went.

i wish he'd reply those unreplied messages.

i wish he'd remember me sometimes.

i wish he'd talk to me about me, not anybody else.

how i wish...

dear star, please do not say i'm pathetic. i got nowhere else to turn to.

and how i wish...

and how i wish i wasn't in this much pain every time i'm thinking about him.

and i wish... i can forget him. but i don't want to...

Friday, August 12, 2011

helpless romantic.

does anybody know how i hate cheesy movies?
actually i don't hate them, more like
I FORCE MYSELF TO HATE THEM.

i'm actually a sucker for fairytales and sweet love stories.
how a guy and a girl who always fight about everything,
and the guy ended up realizing that girl is the most beautiful girl he ever met,
and he found himself falling for her, without her realizing it.




i always imagine what my life would be if that REALLY happens.
is it logical that some guy - cute, adorable, sweet, - be able to fall for a nobody like me?
will someone look at me, lovingly, without me realizing it?
will someone always look at me from afar, without me knowing?

i still think The Phantom of the Opera is actually romantic.

then i brush them thoughts off and laugh.
who would be stupid enough to do that to me? Heh.

deep in my heart, i kinda envy some girls who're adored by many guys.
i rarely get into that kind of situation.
although sometimes i do think positively about my looks, talents and whatnot.
i once dreamt to be a comic artist so that guys will think i'm cool and like me.
i'm kind of pathetic, aren't I? Heh.

i long for a sweet guy to take care of me.
who always give me something out of the blue.
don't matter what it is - a lollipop, a shirt, a shawl, even a scribbling.
heck, i think something that someone's willing to draw/write for me
is the sweetest gift of all.

tulis macam ni je pun can make me a thousand times happy..


yang boleh bawak i dating tepi pantai...


yang tiba-tiba bagi i bunga...


yang boleh makan share satu pinggan...


told y'all i'm a sucker for romance T_T


but hey, maybe my thoughts are actually real.
maybe there is someone out there who fits these criteria,
without me knowing?


who knows, sometimes our lives are just like in the movies. :)

dahlah, orang sahur, aku berangan. Ceh.
Selamat berpuasa hari ke-12! :)

Saturday, August 6, 2011

judgmental | 2

Salam Ramadhan.
subuh tadi agak terbengang sikit dgn seseorang.
yg mcm menghina aku kerana aku tak cukup alim?
mungkin.

aku memang budak nakal kat sekolah.


aku tau ramai, lagi2 lelaki, confirm pandang slack kat aku.
tapi...

kau ada hak ke nak judge aku ni baik ke tak?
kau ada hak nak claim kau lebih beriman dari aku?

kat Facebook aku ada dua org ni yg selalu cakap pasal agama.
aku suka baca apa yg dorang cakapkan.
aku kan kurang ilmu, maka aku belajar dari mereka.
walaupun cara penyampaian mereka agak rude.
tapi kita buang yg keruh, ambil yg jernih la, kan?



since semalam, mereka2 ni semacam carik pasal pula.
sorg duk cakap pasal mengaji, lepastu boleh pulak tag aku kat status.
aku sorang je pulak tu.
aku paham niat kau mungkin nak memain, atau nak ajak mengaji sama.
tapi cara kau seperti memalukan aku, faham?

yg lagi sorang pulak senang2 cakap
"bulan puasa ni baik fokus kat benda lain."
ya, aku dan rakan2 aku mmg buat benda tak berfaedah semalam.
tapi...
kau mungkin tak nampak kami bertarawih atau bertadarus, kan?

aku siap bertaranum sekali tau. #over

iman ni kita sukar nak telah.
so janganlah judgmental.
sedangkan wanita freehair yg sembahyang pun aku dah pandang tinggi.
just because i didn't share anything religious on FB,
it doesn't mean i know nothing bout religion, at all.
aku taknak share dgn niat selain kerana Allah.
iman aku ni lemah.

pendek kata,
hablum minAllah wa hablum minannas.

kalau hablum minannas tu takde tak guna jugak dik non!

remember, it's bad to judge!
lagi baik kalau sama2 buat amal. :)