recently my mind and my heart scream two different things.
i kept looking at him and my mind keep screaming
fuck. Fuck. FUCK. Look away, you stupid fuck.
Eyes, Y U no listen to orders?!
then i went all depressed and moody.
not because of him,
but because of all these battles i was having inside.
it's fucking stupid and i hate it T____T
i am having a crush on TWO different guys,
but i'll forget about them whenever i don't see them.
and what's even more confusing,
my mind keeps telling my body to stay away from him,
but my heart keeps moving my feet towards his direction.
i feel like screaming for help now.
i must be going crazy because my body won't follow my orders.
and what's more insane?
my crush on Mister Aries is, suddenly, gone.
what. the. fuck? O_O
i'm gonna end this now.
i blame this solely on my PMS. :D