Monday, December 24, 2012

What a mess.

Kalau kau manusia,
mesti kau dah arif rasanya
bila hati menjerit desibel sejuta
"Jadi aku punya!"
"Lihat aku saja!"
"Sumpah aku suka!"
sambil dia tertawa gembira
berkongsi cerita cinta
dengan idaman dia -
perlahan merobek jiwa.
Membentuk gua.
Jerit bertukar gema.
Desibel sejuta merudum ke lima.
Tinggal hati bertanya
"Kenapa."

Tapi kalau kau manusia
yang sudah biasa
terluka.
Macam senario yang sama
sudah bermain di depan mata
tak terkira banyaknya,
mesti pertanyaan dalam jiwa
kau dah jumpa jawapannya.

Aku tak kira kau milik siapa.
Selagi kau belum aku punya,
aku takkan putus asa.

Andai satu hari nanti kau kata
"Kenapa tak berhenti saja?
Kenapa buat benda sia-sia?"

Aku cium kau sahaja.
Pembuka malam pertama.
Habis cerita.

I know I'm a mess, tapi jom kahwin?

Friday, December 21, 2012

Keep making my heart race.

If there was a time when I truly felt like I was flying high,
that was when we talked all night.

I still get butterflies from the song Tongue Tied.
I keep hoping you won't kiss me goodbye.

If you were to ask me to stop making you mine,
believe me, sweetheart, I really have tried.

This is the most honest and genuine me, tonight.
If fate ties us together, would you accept or would you fight?

I have many types of candies that I like.
All are like you, spiky sweet till the last bite.

And bittersweet, that's us.
I'm bitter 'cause you didn't know how sweet you were.