r.a.n.d.o.m.

it sucks to be me right now.

i wish i could have everything that i want.

i wanna be alone right now.

i wish i am who i was.

i hate uitm and its people.

i miss my old friends,i need them so much.

i wish my life is not what it is now.

i wish i could become a cold-hearted bitch.

i wish i am afraid of God.

i wish i could cry upon remembering my sins.

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ironic gile kan,

kau jadi sunshine org lain,

tp hidup kau sendri berkecamuk.

nevertheless,ak trharu sgt ble org seek motivation dr ak.

"i need ur positivity."

"ak call kau sbb esok ak ade test,so ak nk release tension."

"seriously need u right now."

is more or less what people have said.

i wanna draw smiles on people's faces.

that's enough to make me happy.