repeated dreams

semalam mimpi kau lagi.

adeeeeeehhh.

dah apa jenis guna-guna kau bagi kat aku ni woi?

but like i said before,

repeated dreams of u means i'm missing you.

sheeeesh.

i wish i wasn't this 'sayur'.

terasa busuk dan hina je bila ego jatuh macam ni.

and terpaksa mengaku i'm head-over-heels for a guy.

lol.

i dreamt that you're saying

you have some free time and you'll visit me again.

i really treasure you, everything about you.

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do you ever feel like you're lacking attention?

like you're always being the one who listens,

and not listened to.

it kinda hurts, i tried explaining this to him,

but he scolded me, saying that that's enough.

it's his time to get some attention.

i dunno, i tried so hard.

ironically, the one who ALWAYS listens to me

is the one whom i get mad with in the last semester.

i'm sorry, friend.

i shouldn't blame you on what you cannot change.

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semalam makan ikan masin,

tulang dia terbenam dalam gusi.

IT. FREAKING. HURT.

boleh rasa bentuk tulang tu dalam gusi.

terus fobia kejap kat ikan masin. T____T