Midnight Blue #1

"Kau suka abang tu eh? Takpe kau jangan risau, aku dah dapat nombor dia," kata Sha sambil tersengih.

Aku diam je, sebab aku malu. Yalah, baru Form 3, tak pernah2 lagi bercakap dengan laki. Tapi dalam hati mengaku la, memang seronok.

Tapi lepas tu, aku tengok Sha je yang banyak borak dengan abang tu. Aku pun macam, kawan jenis apalah mangkuk ni. Dia dah terang2 tau aku suka dekat abang tu!

Jadi satu malam ni lepas habis belajar, aku ikutlah Sha pergi public phone. Dia call lagi abang tu. Sekali masa dia borak2 tu boleh pulak dia tanya abang tu, "Kau nak cakap dengan Ero tak?"

Lepas tu dia pass gagang phone tu kat aku.

Hoi, memang menggeletar lutut bai cakap dengan lelaki yang kau suka. Lagi2 first time dengar suara dalam phone. Dalam hati memang menyumpah sahabat aku tu. Cis. Tapi lepas habis cakap dengan abang tu, senyum lebar. Tak habis2 kena menganjing dengan Sha. Tapi abaikan sahaja sebab terlalu happy. Jadi, itulah waktu dan ketikanya aku berkenalan dengan abang tu.

Tapi satu benda yang aku hairan, abang tu suruh aku belajar rajin-rajin. Kenapa aku rasa hairan? Entahlah, aku rasa bila kita first time berborak dengan seseorang, kata-kata tu adalah janggal. Mungkin aku yang tersilap.

Sebenarnya selain abang tu, aku ada minat jugak kat abang-abang yang lain. Tapi setakat crush budak-budak sekolah jelah. Satu hari tu, Syak pergi call abang tu. Tapi aku tak nak ikut, sebab pertama, aku marah kat Sha. In a way, dia betray aku sebab macam dia pulak yang pergi flirt dengan seseorang yang aku suka. Kedua, aku taknak kacau abang tu banyak sangat walaupun dia dah habis sekolah. Aku takut dia tak selesa.

Bila Sha balik jumpa aku, dia beritahu. "Weh, aku bagitau abang tu yang kau ada minat ramai abang-abang lain dow. Pastu aku sebutlah nama sorang-sorang. Pastu abang tu marah gila sampai mencarut dekat kau."

Aku dah macam, what the hell. Layak ke seseorang yang baru kenal aku nak mencarut kat aku? Lepas tu aku nangis, mungkin frust sangat kot. Dan lagi satu sebab adalah aku punyalah bengkek dengan Sha bongek ni sebab pergi beritahu semua-semua tu dekat abang tu. Melepas!

Personality Test

i'm just curious about myself.

so i took some of the tests found on the net.

and here goes:

Left-brained or right-brained:

Right.

Personality:

Dreamy-idealist

introverted, intuitive, follows one's feelings, perceiving.

Quiet, reflective and idealistic. 

Interested in serving humanity. 

Well-developed value system.

Extremely loyal. 

Adaptable and laid-back unless a strongly-held value is threatened. 

 Mentally quick and able to see possibilities. 

Interested in understanding and helping people.

Suitable careers:

Writers, artists, counselors, social workers, English teachers, fine arts teachers, child care workers, clergy, missionaries, psychologists, psychiatrists, scientists, political activists, editors, education consultants, journalists, religious educators, social scientists.

IQ Test:

113.

sekian. :D

enjoying life.

you can't imagine how happy i am,
spending the long holiday at my own home.

to my own surprise, it has been two months and i still haven't feel bored.
at all.

here and there, my friends are already begging to go back in Shah Alam.

i beg to differ. Shah Alam is hell to me. urgh.

right now, it's only the four of us in the big house.

papa, who works on shifts, 
and this week he works at night and come back home in the morn.

at that time we're not awake yet, 
so papa'll do some things i.e. rolling his cigarettes or working on our little garden
 and then sleep his way off.

mama, who wakes up but never make breakfast
 cuz the whole house never take breakfast anyway.

faris, devoting his free time to the internet,

and finally, me, who loves to sleep at 5 a.m. and wakes up at 3. 

i'm at peace here, at my home.

we seldom eat together as a family,
but sometimes when i hear mama and papa talking in the kitchen,

i will tergedik-gedik turun and open the fridge and close it and open it back
and take some cold water
and then menyibuk-nyibuk duduk satu meja dgn mama papa.

often at nights when we hear our tummies rumbling,
i would follow papa to buy some food at a stall nearby.

or every Tuesday and Friday nights, we would go to the night market.

i love to mengekor papa everywhere he goes.

it is sometimes to fill my free time,
but most of the time i feel obliged to follow him.

for me, it is a way for me to accompany him
and have our father-daughter moment. :)

as for mama, we talk about girly stuffs.

baju raya nanti nak colour apa, nak beli apa, nak buat lauk apa, 
yadda yadda yadda.

and whenever i feel like it, i'll pester my lil bro when he's surfing the internet.

i love my life. :)

and most importantly, i love my family.

but yeah, i do miss my hectic life in Shah Alam.

and on the 5th semester, i vow to do better than this sem.

get back that DL pointer, targeting 3.7 and above, insyaAllah.

also, am working my ass off (not really) to kill some weight.

to date, 4 kilos have been shed. muahahahaha.

to you peeps, take care of yourself.

and love your family, aite?

i miss you guys. :)

and oh, Happy Father's Day, papa!

being hipster.

i will always detach myself from anything that has become other people's favourites.

when so many people are fanatics to Maharaja Lawak, i won't watch it. even if people share the vids on facebook.

when so many people buy blackberry, saying it's cool and hype and convenient to have, it kills my lust to own it too. and automatically, i'll be in love with my 'lame' old Sony Ericsson.

if so many people become engrossed in reading and watching Inspector Conan, i'll go and resort myself to Hajime Kindaichi instead. never heard of it? that's coz i'm so hipster bebeh. :D

when people go crazy over Nora Elena, surprisingly i've become a hater to that series. oh no, hate is a strong word, eh? but i really, really dislike the story. 

same goes to K-Pop.

and surprisingly when so many people hate Bieber, i automatically become addicted to his songs, even to the extent of making them as my ringtone (the main goal is just to annoy people though. haha)

and most importantly, when people go crazy on their favourite artists, say, Aaron Aziz or Lisa Surihani, i would NEVER EVER give a d*mn. last time i was forced to go to KL Gangster Meet and Greet session, i just stood idly there where many people are shoving others' asses off to take a good pic of their favourite idol.

duh. i dunno, i like being different. even when others see me as lame or pathetic. even when choosing a crush, i would never choose someone upfront or 'menonjol' kata mereka. i always opt for the mysterious one - the ones yg tak banyak bercakap. i find them more appealing. ;)

i once read my own zodiac sign, it said Scorpios are very proud of themselves. maybe for me, being hipster is something that i can be proud of coz i'm being different. hahaha silly me. but hey, everybody's unique actually.

 :)

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updated:


baru je aku publish entry ni, tiba-tiba mama cakap pasal Jozan dan Sepah. mama pon dah kena penyakit Maharaja Lawak! ini sangat bertentangan dengan tujuan entry ini! T____T


biarlah, sayang mama punya pasal. aku download kan la nanti video2 nyeeee. huhu.


lagi satu, berat turun lagi sekilo! woohoooooo! :D

...

mata merah gila sebab still tak tidoq2 sampai la ni.

but i just can't resist the temptation of this shawl!!

saya officially jatuh cinta dgn ia sbb rasa ia cantik gila. :D

makbung belikan masa pergi jordan, mekah, dan madinah.

so, this is gonna be my shawl for raya. hoho gedik!